random thought #1

Everything goin unpredictable lately, like time that running so fast that i almost forgot, I AM GONNA BE MRS. SILALAHI IN 36 DAYS. My hearts rushing and my mind keep spinning, wondering and hoping everything runs well in the end. *crossing ma fingers*

The preparation itself is almost 90 % and it's time for me to relax and preparing my self for everything that lies ahead after the party. Scheduling our honeymoon ( and i still clueless ) and how we continuing our lives after. I know it ain't easy, at all. Especially when you facing a distance issue. No one ever suggesting me this option, neither do i. 

But we have to do this, in the name of future, well, even i don't know what future holds, but still i do believe that we gonna find a way. We have to find a way to solve it, even if i have to leaving my (so-called) wealthy and happy life in J-Town. It's our choice to make and it's our decision. 

Once we decide, in that moment, our life change forever.

H - 64

Alias 2 bulan lebih dikit saya nikah, time surely flies. Cepet banget waktu muter ya.. tiba-tiba sudah sampai dititik ini. And thank to my SUPER-MOM semua persiapan sudah mendekati 75% :D 

1. Invitation : DONE! Malah sudah jadi dan siap untuk didistribusikan. 
2. Souvenir : Sudah diekspor dari Malang hahaha. Sudah dibungkus cantik pulak...
3. Baju seragam tim rempongs : Sudah ditangan masing-masing jadi SUPER DONE!
4. Venue : Yaudahlah yaaaa.... Sudah deal dari jaman kapan tau hehehe... Tinggal tunggu technical meeting dan food testing ( one of my favorite thing! ;p )
5. F&B : Masih revisi menu sih... Karena kelabilan capeng perempuan plus mamaknya... :p
6. Dekor : Finally....Udah deal!
7. Wedding rings : Udah DP 30% dan tinggal nunggu jadi 30 hari lagi ( yay! )
8. Surat-surat nikah : Berkas udah masuk dan tinggal nunggu hari H deh....
9. Wedding dresses : Fitting pertama nanti awal Maret. Udah sempet intip-intip preparationnya dan ga sabaaaarrrr.....

So sekarang tinggal siapin mental saya dan calon suami deh...

Wish me luck!

Love and peace,

(soon become) Mrs. Silalahi ;) 

2010 - 2011

if u want to survive from this crazy world, don't ever trust ANYONE! especially someone you called BESTFRIEND. 2010-07-30 03:34:32

katanya menjunjung tinggi kebebasan beragama, tapi kok orang memilih untuk memeluk agama tertentu dilarang? aneh. 2010-09-22 04:15:38

"Buat apa cantik kalo kelakuan minus, ya tetep jadi minus kan?" #lastniteconversation 2010-12-26 00:01:19

I'm not that strong. 2010-12-03 16:37:59

We lost what we both had found, You know we let each other down, But then most of all, I do love you still...  #nowplaying 2011-01-27 06:13:24

Disaat kaya gini gw bs ngeliat mana org yg bener2 peduli dan mana yg cm peduli krn menguntungkan buat mereka. God is good! 2011-01-26 00:02:01 

My life is wonderful with every ups and downs. I should be grateful for that. :) 2011-01-23 11:33:54

Dear backstabber, apa yg lo lakuin ga ngaruh buat gw. At least, gw ga nyari pembenaran org lain utk ikut2an benci ma seseorang. 2011-01-21 10:49:58

Ya ya ya whatever you say lah.. Gusti mboten sare kok. 2011-01-19 01:36:00

Gw tetap percaya kl dunia ga sekejam yg terlihat. Sejahat2nya org pasti ada sisi baiknya. Dan semua kisah pasti berakhir happily ever after. 2011-01-17 11:38:49 

IMHO, cinta yg dipaksakan justru akan membuat lubang yg lebih besar dan akan lbh menyakitkan buat keduanya. #lovehurts 2011-01-16 13:02:05

At least, gw berani utk ngehadapinnya. Bukan justru ngumpet dan nanti kembali seolah2 ga terjadi apa2. 2011-01-15 07:39:21

Sometimes I wonder if God would ever forgive us for what we've done to each other | from Blood Diamond 2011-01-11 08:08:31

Memendam kekecewaan itu menguatkan hati atau mengeraskan hati ya? 2011-08-26 14:13:11

Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple. #LDR 2011-08-11 03:16:04

#overheard : "Marry your best friend." 2011-08-07 12:31:16

Lesson day 4 : Keep faith and believe in yourself. Your mindset can be your best friend or your worst enemy. 2011-09-29 01:09:47

it's sad for me to see things tearing apart and you feel like you can't do anything right :( 2011-09-23 04:30:11 

Curiosity kills! What you don't know won't hurt you. What you don't know won't break your heart. So why do you start? 2011-09-07 13:59:37 

Yeah the truth hurts. So does a kick in your ass. #repost 2011-09-01 10:10:16

Good morning, sweet memories! Make a new one for me, will you? 2011-10-26 22:24:20

Ah, it's you again. Sneaking up in my dream last night. And leaving me with this massive mixed feeling. 2011-10-25 22:16:22 

 Rain. You and me. That day. :'( 2011-10-25 12:02:05

It's all been said and done. 2011-10-20 13:29:48

Gw emang terbiasa dengan kesendirian, tapi tidak dengan kesepian. 2011-10-08 11:07:25

#RomantisAdalah ketika kamu mencium punggung tangan kananku lalu berkata "kamu mau nikah sama aku?" #meleleh 2011-11-30 08:22:54

#RomantisAdalah ketika aku mengingatkanmu ke gereja dan kamu mengingatkanku untuk sholat 5 waktu 2011-11-30 08:24:37 

i am annoyingly annoying. so, kamu masih mau bertahan denganku? :| 2011-11-30 03:00:32

pacaran ga kaya saklar lampu yang bisa kamu nyalain ketika kamu butuh ato matiin kalo kamu ga perlu, 'kan? :'| 2011-11-29 03:43:15

Is it worth enough to give it a try? :'| 2011-11-28 12:03:31

YOU BITE ME, I'LL EAT YOU ALIVE! MARK MY WORDS!!! #repost 2011-11-24 05:42:06

it's a rollercoaster of emotions and i don't know how long it takes. the thing is i'm losing myself but i know I'm safe with you. :') 2011-11-22 01:55:42

Cukup cucian ama kain pel aja yang kamu peras, jangan hatiku! Kasian dia udah kering gitu.. :'( 2011-11-19 15:56:53

"Love will find a way", you said. What if there is no way? :s 2011-11-18 14:32:51

sometimes we have to be hard to ourself, you know... believe me, it's even harder to face. because saying goodbye isn?t the hard part, it?s what we leave behind that's tough 2011-11-17 02:55:18

Apa harga yang harus dibayar dari tindakan yang berasal dari logika hati? Kesepian. 2011-11-16 13:09:18

Dear aku, berhentilah menangis. Sudah cukup perih yg kau tuangkan lewat air mata. Dan berharap air mata dapat merekatkan hati yg retak. :'( 2011-11-15 15:30:32 

Good morning, secret love. How long can you handle your feeling inside? 2011-11-13 21:50:34

Maybe I'm taking this shit too seriously. :-/ 2011-11-13 02:07:40 

We're just a phone call away.. :'((( 2011-11-12 15:11:37

kalo aku sayang kamu, salah ga? 2011-11-10 04:49:00

"Listen to your heart", they said. Gimana kalo yang di hati itu terasa benar, tapi kenyataannya salah banget. Should we listen to it? 2011-11-05 04:05:58 

Good morning, morning breeze! It's cold outside but I feel warm. Is it because of your voice inside my head? 2011-10-31 22:52:19

Entah sejak kapan, namamu menjadi semacam mantra penghapus rindu yang kuucap setiap waktu. 2011-12-27 09:14:30

Kalo emang rejeki ga bakal ketuker karena semua yg digariskan Tuhan ga pernah meleset. 2011-12-19 13:29:14 

 I don't want to trust anyone in the first place. A good friend won't stabbed me in my back. Screw that so-called friendship :'(((( 2011-12-08 19:17:55 

judge me whatever you want, no need to excuse then. ;) 2011-12-07 07:41:37

If you've never been in my shoes, how can you judge my steps? 2011-12-05 13:58:47